I think about you all the time.

What a fucking crazy two years, just….ugh. I dunno. I just, its a thing I have no realy control over, and yet it hurts and I cant change it and he still isnt here. The BFG isnt here. I’m going to be thinking about him a lot on this trip.

Im leaving for Tennessee in a few days because my cousin is getting married. A wedding. Six memorial/funeral services in the past four years and not one wedding in the past 23 years.  Shitty.

Other then that, things have been really good lately. (Well, Ive realized my luck about having shitty jobs, ya know? But thats just how Cailie Luck works sometimes.) I finished finals and since have just been having a lot of fun with my friends. We’ve been going places in the city that Ive never been to before or doing things we dont get to do often. I’ve also met a lot of new really cool people on these escapades. It’s been fun.

Im taking Physics this semester, and honestly, Im not that intimidated. Im going into it optimistically. I’ll do my best and be fine. I also decided that Im really going to work on my writing project and illistrating it. I’ve been arting, reading and writing a lot lately, and it feels great to be doing all of that. Espically when I dont have to feel guilty about it because of school work looming over my head.

I’ve been bike riding a lot and working out and that feels great. and I’ve been sleeping! Huzzah!

Im putting this here for a few days because it is an easier link to give to the people I want to see it.
Hope everyone out there is doing well!